NISZ

2010-07-04T19:41:00.000-07:00

omg so super tired.
& days are so packed with driving, tuition & love <33333
MY SCHEDULE FOR THIS WK!
today i'll have FT Prac 6.15-7, dinner with og @ 6.30! must chop chop
tmr 8-945 practices again aftr work!
And 7 july wed i have facial @ 5 and evaluation at 9pm! Must pass pass pass!!
GAHH :/
tuition on fri & thurs. sighs.
& thurs to keep for love too!
next wk fully booked too!

ok, i just wasted your time reading this (:
hahahahahaha

2010-06-10T04:22:00.000-07:00

I teared when you walkaway. Somehow I felt lost…. And I kept looking back at you, BUT u didn’t even once look back at me. Couldn’t control it anymore and just burst out on the way home.
What dyou think? Are this feelings for you real? (I have to say yes)
I was so tempted to follow you home…. Even if u didn’t know. And if u read this, I hope u know that I do not wish to hurt you and there were many instances whereby ive hurt you deeply.

~~I’m sorry. There will not be anymore chances for me to hurt you.~~

You deserve someone better
Best friends forever…
i'd like to be yours but i will only hurt u. ive always did. and now im hating myself for it.
i'll not forgive myself for the pain that ive caused you.

:'(

2010-06-03T18:02:00.000-07:00

love is not a game, when you lose, you can't press restart.

Everybody's laughing in my mind
Rumors spreading 'bout this other guy
Do you do what you did when you did with me
Does he love you the way I can
Did you forget all the plans that you made with me
Cause baby I didn't

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe
That that should be me
That should be me

You said you needed a little time from my mistakes
It's funny how you used that time to have me replaced
Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
What you doin' to me
You're taking him where we used to go
Now if you're trying to break my heart
It's working cause you know

That that should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong I can't go on
'Till you believe
That should be me

I need to know should I fight for love
Or disarm
It's getting harder to shield
This pain is my heart

Ooh Ooh

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe
That that should be me

Holding your hand
That should be me
The one making you laugh (oh baby oh)
That should be me

That should be me
Giving you flowers
That should be me
Talking for hours
That should be me (that should be me)
That should be me

That should be me
Never should've let you go
I never should've let you go
That should be me
I never shoulda let you go
That should be me

That should be me by Justin Bieber.

This song is really amazingg. Its like a song meant for MR (if it was yrs back ago) but of cos i'm totally over MR. we're just close friends. wrong, we are just friends now but we know we can still depend on another.
but now this song, kinda put me in his shoes for reasons that i think pple know.

i have to think about my happiness right? even if it means that i have to be selfish about it? its not wrong i presume. but sometimes i wonder if this rush i get is worth the pain. And my answer is "you never know until you try." i have to admit MNM qualities are really what i'm looking for. so my decision has been made up and i pray that it is a good choice. but i'm really weak in breaking pples heart :( i have to admit i am still slightly bothered u know. i dont know if its because i dont want my bday week to be ruined or because it has been a long time or because i still like him. BUT we both know tht its been awkward between us, like the love we felt between both of us is gone, we both dont give a shit anymore. i mean we have to put in effort to make it work but the two of us doesnt want to do so. we're just plain lazy. i'm just sick and tired of having to argue every single day, having to make it up every single time. meet or no meet each other will still argue. thats NOT SUPPOSED to be the way right? absence makes the heart grows fonder but absence too makes the heart drift apart from one another. dont you agree?

i know you will move on even if you say its ok i should be with a nice guy cos i deserve someone like him and that you will wait. you will move on. just like wad happens before. it took u abt 8 months to do so.. but anthr thing that is holding me back is because of ur medical problem. u need someone to be there and care for u but i dont think i will be able to do that anymore even if we became just friends. that will just hurt one another. both u and mnm.
right now he stole my heart and i know it hurts u of cos but yeah, watched a bit of zack and cody yest morning and there was ONE PART
when mr moosbee(spell) says: "HOW CAN YOU LOSE A GIRL??"
Cody: "WHEN YOU DONT CHERISH HER."

this gets me thinking.. i know u understand. ive told u time and again but the changes will just be a temp measure cos then u'll be back to ur old self. yes i admit im nt able to accept the fact that u're just like that and thats cos i dont like that part of u. it hurts dyou know that? i know when we're happy, we're really both so crazy so madly in love so out of the world bt we argue more dont u think so? we can be like fighting 2, 3 times in a day.. EVEN if i hadnt met u in a long time. this is just wrong dont u think so? its just PLAIN wrong for us to be like that. maybe we're not meant for one another. maybe its just best that we move on.

so many pple have been giving me advices but the ultimate choice is mine. they wont know what is really going on because the one going through it is me.
im very sensitive and emotional plus im having menses now so it gets even worst like TTM. tsk. but i know that whatever I do, it will be for my own good..

then again, NICE GUYS FINISH LAST.

I never could imagine, life without you
From the moment you walked into my world
Never knew how long a loving flame could burn
But losing you has forced me to learn
That we can't change the way we feel inside
And every try at love never turns out right
We both know it's better if we just let it go
So let's have

One last kiss
One last touch
One last tender moment between us
One last dance
To our first song
While pretending there's nothing wrong
Let's stay here for awhile and
Cherish every moment we're in denial
We both know
Its better if we just let it go

Everytime I try to take a stand at all
I see your face again and I fall
In the middle of the night there's the scent of a rose
The smell of your perfume I suppose
But we can't change the way we feel inside
And every try at love never turns out right
We both know it's better if we just let it go

Baby if we met each other under a different sky
Maybe then things would be much better between you and I
We could always hold on to this one special thing we share
But it would be too much for us to bear

We both know
It's better if we just let it go

2010-03-20T08:10:00.000-07:00

im gonna miss you like crazyyyyyyyyyyy

i dont want you to go :( if thats possible but oh wells, its not.
sighs

I LOVE YOU <3

1 march!

2010-03-01T00:49:00.000-08:00

wow, how fast time flies and its already the 3rd month of 2010!
Which means, its closer to the release of the A lvls result.. :( me no like...

supposed to watch dear john with bf today but postponed to wed cos i am sick and he is gonna play lan.. tsk

i am down with diorrhoea, cramps and of cos normal sore throat thingyy. sighs.
it was freaking bad in the morning! Went to the ladies for like 29382946376293492 times mann.
AND AND AND safarina is sick too haha. GFs foreverrr thats whyy(: in happiness/ sick, we will always be tgt.. woohoo

ps i love you <3

i know suwfiya misses me at work cos she was like " babe u're not in schll?"
:D TEEHEE. i know haslina and aishah feels the same way too woots!

when sorry seems to be the hardest words to say

2010-02-28T02:28:00.000-08:00

decided to revive my old blog(:

right now i have no idea wadsup with you... sometimes u just irritate me!! fine, i'm stubborn wad else dyou need to say when u just brought tht matter up all of a sudden?

i was looking through my quizzes and i realised that according to the quiz, i will fall for a gentleman.. heh.

"You like a man who knows how to treat a lady. Your guy will be suave, sophisticated, and dashingly handsome. He remembers the little things that matter: holding doors open, offering his jacket to you when you're cold, and giving you flowers when you're down. Your Mr. Perfect will respect you, love you, and make you feel beautiful, because you are! So even though you may find yourself attracted to bad guys sometimes, save your heart for your very own Mr. Darcy."

i think this is soo true:)) and there's one person in my mind regarding this matter! Maybe i get wad someone ever said before, last guys finish last right?

Today i kept thinking about my past and I THOUGHT of MR. safa should know(:
I miss MR :( But only today I decide to close our chapters since each other has been so busy with our companions... My room is filled with MR's memories.. To the right, there's the bear, to my left, the letters and picts, right infront bears and kinder surprises from MR. All the little things that MR did will make me smile like crazy and my heart goes THUMP THUMP THUMP. ~~now i secretly wish i could turn back time cos i know if i hadnt u know, we could have been sth special~~
sighs MR'S just the most sweetest thing like for instance i rmbr when i walked away, MR didnt let me and stop me and pulled my hand, while looking up and giving me the most charming and omg smile ever. TEE HEE.

seriously, being attached sucks at times.

stuck on the song vanilla twilight

Artist: Owl City
Song: Vanilla Twilight

Lyrics:
The stars lean down to kiss you,
And I lie awake I miss you,
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'll send a postcard to you dear,
Cause I wish you were here.

I watch the night turn light blue,
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.

I'll find repose in new ways,
Though I haven't slept in two days,
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
But drenched in Vanilla twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.

As many times as I blink I'll think of you... tonight.
I'll think of you tonight.

When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I'll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won't forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here.

nobody but you

2009-07-07T22:15:00.000-07:00

breeks cafe during my bday :D after which we went to west coast to eat!

DEADBLOG.. BEEN MIA. dont think anyone's reading this anymore.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEBBIE TAN!!

Alright, so my dad had a family day thing on 27jun, sat. :D
watch TRANSFORMERS 2 at THE GRAND CATHAY. zomg. Its super grand and cos it states as grand cathay while the ticket also states its hall 1, I was so dumb trying to find where the hell is it when its actually just at 1 level. Idiot much??
(: you prolly think so. ANYHOO, the movies AWESOMEE :DD

so 4th july, my aunt got married. Both weekends spend rewang-ing (helping out).
DAMN TIRED!!!!!
And catch Ice Age 3D at cineleisure. It was so pack at vivo we had to bus down to town... Only managed to get the 7pm show :( Plus, it was at the side seat somemore!

OHH, i went ngee ann last fri before chem paper to see sophia's stall AND prick my finger. HAHA helped my cousin with his fyp performance thingy. Anyhoo, it was to test abt hep B! AND THE RESULT ISSSSSSS........

"Negative but you haven been jab before,"

ZOMG. Alright, MIDYRS ARE OVER! i have holiday since last fri after chem and i will only start schl this fri :D BUT, i need to do my june GP hw :( HAVEN DONE.
siao la to read 30 essays plus do the ts etc...
i'm only done with half yest. oh wells.

I cant wait to meet up with pj kids tmr :D dinner-ing at esplanade.
AND next wed with RAN,XUELI,MARION, ERZA :DDD dinner with them!
I HAVEN SEEN THEM IN AGES :'(
its a lie if i say tht i dont miss them :((

today, i'mma do some chem and math fr tuition hw and finish up my GP! (have to do so)
sighs.
i seriously need to buck up, I'll show them I can make it. God, please help me. amin.

2009-05-02T03:01:00.000-07:00

HAHA for now, this blog wont be kept alive till some time ((:
if you want to find out abt my life, do contact me ok ((: SORRY

2009-03-02T23:42:00.000-08:00

I HAD AN UTTERLY BAD DREAM TODAYY.
SAD DREAMM.
so yeah, woke up crying like from 5am this morning.

In the dream, its like the presence of these 2 chinese girls (j1s) [not anyone tht i know off. just strangers] who tried to steal everything away from me.
AND because they are freaking rich kids, they bribed everyone and enforced silly rules and regulations to STAY AWAY from me :((

And, my classmates, the guys, they were super mean abt my work, pencil case and all.
And those 2 ladies even took my ring and my bf's ring.
But, I made a friend with this girl who was outcasted laah.
And when we both were running around, huge balls keeps hitting us you know..
:( and its all those 2 girls idea. I have no idea why they hate me so much and why they ask everyone to hate me.

In the dream, Ximing told me that they paid the schl and stuff and nobody dares to go against them etc etc.
SADD DREAMMM :'(
IT WAS ACTUALLY MUCH LONGER AND MORE EMO leh.

sighs.

I MISS ALOT OF PPLE.
but at times, right now, i dont feel like socialising.

2009-02-20T02:20:00.000-08:00

"You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before, she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together. But if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there." - Bob Marley.

Found this at DebbieT's LJ.
And this actually gots me thinking.

Life really sucks since wed and I guess, it's pretty hard making up to you.
SIGHS.

2009-01-30T21:04:00.000-08:00

soo, its SATURDAY :D
hahah best! NO SCHL.

Currently at city square now doing my hair. hahah. hairstylist is putting the rebond cream so yea, surf the net (:
coolios ah??

AND I MISS NATHASHA!

2009-01-21T03:08:00.000-08:00

2009-01-21T03:00:00.000-08:00

Oh, oh, oh

No matter what you say about love
I keep coming back for more
Keep my hand in the fire
Sooner or later, I'll get what I'm asking for

No matter what you say about life
I learn every time I bleed
That truth is a stranger
Soul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free

To admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I have to move on
And leave you behind

[Chorus]
I can't waste time so give it a moment
I realize, nothing's broken
No need to worry 'bout everything I've done
Live every second like it was my last one
Don't look back at a new direction
I loved you once, needed protection
You're still a part of everything I do
You're on my heart just like a tattoo

(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you
I'll always have you, I'll always have you)

I'm sick of playing all of these games
It's not about taking sides
When I looked in the mirror, didn't deliver
It hurt enough to think that I could

Stop, admit that I'm wrong
And then change my mind
Sorry but I gotta be strong
And leave you behind

[Chorus]

(Just like a tattoo, I'll always have you
I'll always have you)

[Bridge]
If I live every moment
Won't change any moment
Still a part of me and you
I will never regret you
Still the memory of you
Marks everything i do

[Chorus x2]

Just like a tattoo
I'll always have you

Annoying. So annoying. Anyway, I am contemplating whether I should still get roses.
Life sucks take drugs.

At times, I feel pretty scared for the fact that I am in J2 this yr and it's a rather important year..
HMM. Retain or go poly? (but its too late)
postpone our r/s?

2009-01-03T23:05:00.000-08:00

It's the new year of 2009 and this will be my first post ((:
I went through alot of things in 2009. ALOT.

I have alot to say but I guess it is no use saying it or rather typing it out.
So i'mma keep this short and swee (((:

To all my friends and families and eyecandies and just everyone else,
thanks for being a part of my 2008 and I really appreciate it so much. I'm sorry if I hadn't been a great friend to you. Please forgive me for any mistakes that I have done. Let's hold our hands together, and leave our grudges behind alright?
:D
It's a new year and it will be a new beginning for me.

Nathasha,
I'm gonna miss seeing you in school!! :( Or seating next to you while oogling at eyecandy. Or being so lame and nonsense and stuff. You are really such a GREAT, NICE, GOOD friend and boy, am I glad to have you in PJ ((: Without you the place is gonna stink! haha. OK, not so bad i guess? Thanks for all your help darl especially during those few months that I am so so busy with MCS due to drama till the extent of not being in school, missing lessons etc, you're always there to lend me notes and all :D
PLUS, advised me to not forget about studies since exam are coming up!

I LOVE YOU BABE! All the best in poly this year alright(:
And takecare ok((: I hope you're feeling much better after you knowww........

2008-12-19T19:49:00.000-08:00

At times I think I love you
And at times I know I've finally found the one
But it's times like this that make me feel
The game of love has only just begun
You know I'd never leave
But making threats to you could be the only way
I love everything about you
But when I'm in doubt then something's gotta change

went out to watch TWILIGHT yest at vivocity.
They said there is NO STUDENT PRICE TICKETS there. (I thought GV have??!)
So, we paid $8.50 for first row seats can?!
ZOMG.
That is absolutely absurd dont you think? Oh wells.
But I wasn't really that unhappy about it then so yeah, just shut up and enjoy the movie.

NICE :DDD

2008-12-18T05:33:00.000-08:00

and you will forever stay in my heart<33

All of a sudden I feel like an idiot.
Maybe I really do.
Shouldnt have left.
Cos right now, I feel so lost.

~~a slight pang of jealousy, i would say~~

I wish I can turn back time.
To retrace back my steps, the one thing I would really like to do.

I guess I havent realised this until now. Only when you're faraway.
When everything's not like before.
~~is it wrong to feel this way?~~

2008-12-10T19:42:00.000-08:00

When I first saw you
I knew that I'd never forget
This moment in time
Justa smile and you took away my heart
I never knew that my life would change
I never knew that I'd feel this way
Baby, believed me I'm right
Won't try to fight
This feelings inside I can't hide
I think I love You
This I am sure
Coz I miss you

2008-11-26T21:13:00.000-08:00

is it just me, or my life is screwed?
you dont understand it at all. I've never thought you were a hindrance in my social life. I never implied that at all. I'm sorry things went out of hand.Please, be strong darl.I'll put aside my ego, my pride to tell you I'm sorry. I know I was wrong. Even so, please don't punish me this way. I LOVE YOU.

I guess at times, people take others for granted. That's because you expect him/her to always be there for you. And the thought of her/him not being there never came across your mind. But when it does happen, you realised their significance and their importance in your life.

"Ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation."

2008-11-26T00:05:00.000-08:00

Ive got so many things to say, but first thing first,
you, you still dont understand dyou? But it's pretty much okay cos I'm pretty used to it.

Anyhoo, Nat darling called me ((: It's been so long since I've talked to you so yeah, it was definitely great to let everything out to her.
& i'm gonna miss you love! (Be strong girl and don't worry, I will definitely support your every decision)

well, they say good things don't always last. Or do they?

I guess in one point of time, one will tend to reminisce down memory lane. And it is kinda sad when you realised that at times, your life changes. Not only that, people change too. Best friends turn enemy and your enemy turn into best friends. So hold on to every friend that you have and cherish them before it all comes to an end (: I guess once you have lost something, you tend to appreciate other things more. You learned from your past mistakes and don't repeat them.

But at times, you still haven't learned from your past mistakes. Well, maybe one might, after learning through the hard way. And it is pretty sad at times when you might just drift apart from all the people you used to be close to. People do come and go. And their reason for being there with you at some period of time should certainly be hold on to. Keep it close to your heart and treasure them for being there with you although it might just be for a short period of time.

ps: If I could I would, would you?

and you, i think i've send wrong signals to you.. Don't think otherwise (:

btw, back from OBS and I will be leaving for KL(: just in case,

HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY IEZAH
HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY HIDAYAH(younger sis)
HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY NATHASHA!

:DD takecare darlings and enjoy your day alright?

2008-10-30T00:07:00.000-07:00

& i love you in a thousand ways.

I swear my blog is like DEAD. super dead.

It's just that, at times, I am so frigging lazy to blog.

Anyways, had Malay As just now and I guess it is pretty okay.

Met safarina and zakkiyya (((: It was like a last minute thingyy.

Bought 2 dresses and I really love love it!

I want to go shopping but sadly, my money is depleting cos I went for treatment and bought the rebonding shampoo conditioner yadda yadda, eat out, watch movieS (with an s) and now, I'm left with like less than $200! How wonderful and lovely.And no, Daddy wouldnt pay me back. Tsk.

I want to work. Can I work for you? (:

I'm hungry so i shall go eat

2008-09-15T00:41:00.000-07:00

seriously, i dont get you.
you can be pretty insensitive at times.

life sucks take drugs. HAH.
okay, no, dont take drugs.
OH shucks

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2008-09-08T17:13:00.000-07:00

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BE YOURSELF DAY :D

and i really REALLY have to mug really hard. SHUCKS.
why am i so darn lazy? OH GOD.

and you, you dont like me do you?
i could sense it. heh

2008-06-11T23:53:00.000-07:00

was bloghopping and i came across this. i laughed my head off while reading this!

THE CONTEMPORARY MAT DICTIONARY
Gua [goo-wah] noun – What some mats and minahs use to call themselves. Similar in using “lu” when referring to others. A legacy that dates back to the times of Mat Rocks back in the early 80s.

A common trick that can be played on Mats is to ask them to translate the English phrase “Monkey Cave” into Malay. The mat will then say “Gua Monyet” (I'm a monkey).

Mat [mat] noun – To the rest of the world, the word simply means a Malay guy. But within the Malay community itself there is a growing disparity in consensus to its actual meaning. Popularly, it's used to denote a guy who converses primarily in Malay, as opposed to the more “English speaking” types. Favourites of the mats include tapered jeans, trucker caps and weepy Malay songs with sickeningly suicidal lyrics.

Matrep [mat-rape] noun – An extreme version of the mat. In addition to the usual mat accessories, a matrep will also come adorned with tattoos and matching body-piercings in weird corners of his body.

Minah [mee-nah] noun – An expression used to denote a Malay female. Derived from the popular Malay name, Aminah, which used to be all the rage some time ago. It was sort of the “in-thing” to name your daughter Aminah back in the 60s and 70s. In fact, legend has it that if you go to Geylang Serai market and shout “Hai Minah!” at least a quarter of the makcik population there is going to turn around and smile at you.

Picit [pee-chet] adjective – When a mat tells you to “picit” him, it does not mean that he is trying to be cheeky (or gay, if he is talking to a fellow mat). It simply means that the mat wants you to call him on his mobile. What were you thinking?

Relaksuah [ree-lek-soo-wah] adjective – Official slogan and life motto of the mats and minahs.

Sial [see- yal ] noun / adjective – A full stop in every mat's sentence. Eg: “Tadi aku nampak accident sial Rabak sial Aku tak bedek sial Kesian sial” Translation: Just now I saw an accident (full stop) It was bad (full stop) I'm not kidding (full stop) Poor guy (full stop)

In its purest form, “sial” means “jinx” but mats have refined the art of using the word to include it at the end of their every sentence. Also comes in the more polite form “siak” and “siul” for those who do not want to sound too crude.

Skank [s-kank] adjective - A favourite weird-looking dance performed by mats and minahs. Usually done at any of the various gigs that mats and minahs love to congregate at. At times, you do detect evidence of artistry in the dance but most of the time they just look like they've been possessed by the ghost of a restless retard.

Sowie [soh-wee] adjective – An expression of apology used by minahs. Commonly used in SMS and instant messaging. Actually they can just use the word “sorry” like every normal human being but minahs think that it will make them sound extra cute to deliberately talk that way. Example : “I will be late. Sowie!”

Step [se-tep] adjective – To beguile, dissimulate or impersonate something or someone that they are not. Also commonly used to describe a fellow mat or minah who acts in an arrogant manner. E.g.“Kau jangan nak step tak tahu eh?” Translation: Don't you dare feign innocence in this matter. Can also be used as a gerund e.g. “stepping”. See next entry.

Step Jambu [se-tep jam-boo] adjective - What minahs do when they are sitting alone in a train and a group of mats walk in. It is a general exercise where the minah “controls” her facial muscles and posture in a way that would make her look her best. This would usually involve looking incessantly at her handphone for no particular reason.

Stoppit [setop-eet] adjective – A general expression of intolerance and dismay. When a minah uses this phrase, be very careful for it signals that she is about to lose her cool or get very violent.

Usually directed by minahs in an annoyed manner, followed by the postfix “seh”, “siak” or “sial”. (See entry for “sial” above) Eg: Apasal ngan perangai kau hari ni? Stopitsiak! Transalation : What's up with your attitude today? Enough of it already for goodness' sake!”

FUNNY AH?

2008-06-06T23:24:00.000-07:00

: When she stares at your mouth
[ Kiss her ]
When she pushes you or hits you like a
dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger
than you
[ Grab her and dont let go ]
When she starts cursing at you tryin
to act all tuff
[ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]
When she's quiet
[ Ask her whats wrong ]
When she ignores you
[ Give her your attention ]
When she pulls away
[ Pull her back ]
When you see her at her worst
[ Tell her she's beautiful ]
When you see her start crying
[Just hold her and dont say a word ]
When you see her walking
[ Sneak up and hug her waist from
behind ]
When she's scared
[ Protect her ]
When she steals your favorite hat
[ Let her keep it and sleep with it
for a night]
When she doesn't answer for a long time
[ reassure her that everything is
okay ]
When she looks at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]
When she says that she likes you
[SHE REALLY DOES MORE THAN YOU COULD
UNDERSTAND!!!]
When she bumps into you;
[ bump into her back and make her
laugh ]
When she tells you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]
When she looks at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until she does ]
When she says it's over
[ she still wants you to be hers ]
When she reposts this bulletin
[ she wants you to read it ]
- Stay on the phone with her even if
she's not saying anything.
- When she's mad hug her tight and
don't let go
- When she says she's ok dont believe
it, talk with her
- because 10 yrs later she'll remember
you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday
to tell her you love her
- Treat her like she's all that
matters to you.
- Stay up all night with her when
she's sick.
- Watch her favorite movie with her or
her favorite show even if you think
it's stupid.
- Give her the world.
- Let her wear your clothes.
- When she's bored and sad, hang out
with her.
- Let her know she's important.
- Kiss her in the pouring rain.

im so gonna miss you. :((
Going tioman soon!

2008-06-05T22:13:00.000-07:00

This is somewhat true about me! (personality test)

alright. I've been watching Congkak, What Happens In Vegas and Ayat2 Cinta!
:) I still got lots of movies to watch though like for eg, made of honour, kungfu panda etc etc. HAHA

By the way, 3rd june was my 17th birthday and I celebrated it with dear :)
LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH! THANKS FOR ALL THE GIFTS ALRIGHT SAYANG?
4TH JUNE WAS OUR 4TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY! Cool uh?
haha.

i miss clique! Gonna have clique dinner today :)))
YES AH!

2008-05-22T22:14:00.000-07:00

GP paper was _________________.
I HOPE AND I PRAY THAT IT'S NOT OUT OF POINT.

and the school just called me but I was busy so didnt pick up the call. wonder why.

& I think you're secretly in love with me

2008-05-20T03:14:00.001-07:00

I MISS THEM :(

2008-05-20T03:06:00.000-07:00

I NEED TO CHANGE BLOGSKIN!
:(
been using this for MORE THAN A YEAR & it sucks!

oh, was quite shocked when some unknown number
message me saying "I Love You"
I thought it was boyfriend but couldnt be. HEH

AND I MISS YOU SAYANG
I TRULY DO. THANKS FOR EVERYTHING LOVE :D

2008-05-17T00:55:00.000-07:00

LOVE,

I woke up feeling totally confused and a wave of insecurities just overcame me.
Must be the dream, it just got to be that dream.Why do I keep on thinking
that there's bound to be a third party? Probably because it seems like a hell
lot of girls just want to get to know you. Although I know you do love me dear,
and that you dont care about other girls at all, this feeling of insecurity is still there.
I know i'm just being paranoid. Heh. I just can't help feeling this way. I'm not afraid
about you but there are girls who would go beyond the extra mile just to get what
they want... I know you wouldn't entertain them, I know you do.Like what I said earlier,
I'm just being paranoid. I'm sorry for feeling this way dear. I hope you'll understand
the situation I am in. Maybe due to the fact that we haven been spending time together
for this week, thats why I'm feeling this way.
In fact, next week too we might not be able to spend time together. I miss you do
you know that sayang? I truly do miss you alot. I guess this triggers off
the whole insecurity thing. Heh. And guess what, I might not even be able
to spend my holidays with you because I'll be going
Australia for 2weeks! DAMNIT. I'll miss you truckloads baby.
I love you too much to let you go sayang. I really do.& I hope, you feel
the same way too.
I guess, its pretty common if at a certain point of time, one feels insecure. But,
I promise, I won't feel this way ever again because I know that you only loves me.

And they ask me, what's love?
Love is not about being with someone you can live with but it's about
being with somebody you can't live without.

Ever since I saw your face
Nothing in my life has been the same
I walk around just saying your name
Without you my world would end, yeah
I've searched around this whole damn place
And everything says you were meant to be
My~~girlfriend~~boyfriend

sometimes, I wish that life isn't so complicated..
But, I guess, that's the essence of life. If it's not complicated,
it'll certainly be so mundane. Heh.I don't know why I'm feeling so stressful
and just so tight up like a metal coil. Maybe, I need a break from the outside
world.
And as i was surfing the net, I came upon this poem:

If I knew it would be the last time
that I'd see you fall asleep
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord
your soul to keep
If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more
If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise
I would video tape each action and word
so I could play them back day after day
If I knew it would be the last time
I could spare an extra minute
to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do
If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more
so I can let just this one slip away
For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right
There will always be another day
to say "I love you,"
And certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can do?"
But just in case I might be wrong
and today is all I get
I'd like to say how much I love you
and I hope we never forget
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone
young or old alike
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight
So if you're waiting for tomorrow
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes
you'll surely regret the day
That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone
what turned out to be their one last wish
So hold your loved ones close today
and whisper in their ear
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear
Take time to say "Im sorry," "Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes
you'll have no regrets about today

Author: Unknown

Ooh, I took a quiz about my true self. I guess, its partly true la uh:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a

dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your

intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun,

but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.
You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your

pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will

one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do

want to be taken seriously, right?
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes

you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

maybe

2008-05-16T02:18:00.000-07:00

I'm missing everybody & I guess its just that I'm having my emotional week throughout this week i guess? (I DONT MAKE ANY SENSE)

I miss CRESCENT. Basically, i miss the people in crescent. The fun, the joy, the tears we shared together. It's not like i DONT HAVE FRIENDS in PJ but i just miss my whole crescent life.
I know you might be saying, go and get a life and move on, but frankly speaking, i dont think i can move on if my relationship with my close friends suddenly gets thinner and thinner. I MISS LAUGHING OUT LOUD LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS.
F* IT, I MISS MY LIFE IN CRESCENT.
PJ's okay. Ive got great friends there but then, i felt like i dont even know this friend of mine at all.
It's really disappointing. We're really close friends and yet, I felt like I don't even know her now.
(I hope you're reading this cos i really want you to know babe)
& there's one thing that i do miss and that would be my Squadmates.

Sometimes, i just dont wish to find out more because, it's scaring me.
However, there's this part of me that keeps telling me, "I just got to know more"
SO,can someone tell me what to do?

i guess this song's got nice lyric:)

THE JULIANA THEORY LYRICS
"This Is A Love Song... For The Loveless"

You’re not who you used to be, or at least not to me.
A ghost on a movie screen is what you seem.
Now you’re the one to let the sun fall down
like a stone in a river.
You steal the blood inside of me. I can’t bleed.

This is a lovesong for the loveless and the hopeless.
You can be certain that I’m with you when I sing.
This is a lovesong for the desperate and the lonely.
You could have nothing but you’ll still have me.

Gone like the sound of your voice or a passing minute.
Blown like your hair in the breeze.
You are the one to let our star fall down like a stone in a river.
You stole the life inside of me. I can’t breathe.

This is a lovesong for the loveless and the hopeless.
You can be certain that I’m with you when I sing.
This is a lovesong for the desperate and the lonely.
You could have nothing but you’ll still have me.

There’s a part of me that dies when you turn away your eyes.
I’m alive but not inside.
And you know all I wanted was your love,
but you left me high and dry.
You’re the part of me that died my darling.

Now that I’m dead to you dear,
you can slip those bullets back in your lips where they seethe.
You were the one to gun our love straight down
like a stone in a river.
You shot your favorite enemy.
Watch me bleed.

This is a lovesong for the loveless and the hopeless.
You can be certain that I’m with you when I sing.
This is a lovesong for the desperate and the lonely.
You could have nothing but you’ll still have me.

2008-05-14T02:45:00.000-07:00

ONE LOVE <3
ONE SHOT,
ITS ALL YOU'LL EVER GOT.

2008-05-14T02:20:00.000-07:00

it's been a long time since i last update this blog.
It's been dead for quite some time, so i guess i should revive it with some little juicy details!

Had SPA just now and i screw it up. i EFFINGLY SCREWED IT. like wth! It's a confirm fail kinda thing ya knw :( so better dont talk about it.
OOH, we had some sexuality talk thing for assembly. HAHA. And the teacher's shared to us about how their first night is like. Guess what? Nothing happen. AAAH.But i guess, that's the case for most people right? I mean, you're surely bound to get tired what??

AND I LOVE BF :DDD

sayang, if you're reading this, i'd just like to tell you that i LOVE you alot alot.

Truly madly really, i do.

<33

wont you tell me you love me?

Celine dion - because you loved me

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

2008-04-26T21:39:00.000-07:00

honey, at times, i just dont understand you at all.
maybe a little frustrating, i would say.
(& no, its not you)

Do not act like u don't care but actually u do really care.

Never say I love you
If you don't really care
Never talk of feelings
If they aren't really there
Never hold my hand
If you mean to break my heart
Never say forever
If you ever plan to part
Never look into my eyes
If you are telling me a lie
Never say hello
If you think you'll say goodbye
Never say that I'm THE one
If you dream of more than me
Never lock up my heart
If you don't have the key

sweetness

2008-04-12T22:05:00.000-07:00

its been quite awhile since i last blogged :)
life's been such a blast lately.

BTW, I LOVE MY CLASS AND BF
:DD
08S11 ROCKS MY SOCKS! BUT I ROCK MORE!HAHA

& there's 2 newcomers in our class. Havnt figure out their name though.

Saw you walk in to the room
Thought i'd try to talk to you
Babe am i every glad you wanted me too
Its been two years to the day
half the time I've been away
i know I'm not there enough
but that is gonna change
cause I'm coming back
to show you that
I'm keeping the promise that i made

When i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you, whenever your not around
when i kiss you
i still get butterflies
years from now
I'll make every second count
when I'm with you

yeah we've had our ups and downs
but we've always worked them out
babe am i ever glad we got this far now
still i'm lying here tonight
wishing i was by your side
cause when i'm not there enough
nothing feels right
so i'm coming back to show you that I'll love you the rest of my life

when i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you, whenever your not around
when i kiss you
i still get butterflies
years from now
i'll make every second count
when i'm with you
when i'm with you

whatever it takes
im not gonna break the promise i made

when i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you

when i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you, whenever your not around
when i kiss you
i still get butterflies
years from now
i'll make every second count
when i'm with you
when i'm with you
when i'm with you
when i'm with you

2008-01-19T23:05:00.000-08:00

ZOMG D:
there's just lots for me to say!
HAHA I LOVE EC D:

anyway had post orientation last friday. it was hell lot of fun. everyone came (: atleast much better than other ogs which only like half of them turned up? yangzhi damn nice! he won movie tickets for the "marcus/natalie says" and he gave those tickets to carryl since its her birthday!

D: HAPPY 17TH BDAY DARLING CARRYL (though you wont read this.haha)

anyway, i miss crescent.
results coming out soon :(

2008-01-05T04:35:00.001-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR D:

i miss crescent ALOT esp CLIQUE!
pjc orientation is okay lah. everyday got talks tho and next mon starts school!
sighs.
but the dinner and dance quiten though D:
ohwells

2007-12-21T22:16:00.000-08:00

first of all, i'd just like to say this:
THANKS FOR THE STICKERS AND CANDY CANES !
:D

so yeah just came back from the trip!(: tiring but fun.
Its been quite awhile since ive been going on hols with cousins all!
Its much more fun with everyone around. Sadly, we only stayed one
night at the bungalow. Plus, its been raining heavily that we wasted one
whole day at batu pahat! Couldnt even go water world :(
spend the day shopping, going to arcade all. heh.BORING
We shouldnt have spend one night at batu pahat. Should have
stayed at Afamosa for 2nights lah! Yes i said Afamosa is boring
but its fun when there's like alot of people and the bungalow
is really nice(: though its smaller than Fraser's hill bungalow, its
WAY NICER !And what more can i asked for if your bf will
be staying at the same place with you? Its not like at the stupid
bloody hotel that we stayed over when at batu pahat
where i get separated from MY BF(izwan) :( if we had stayed at Afamosa
for the whole 3 days, there is also a water world there and we can go to
the other places there. There's so much to go too but so little time :(
what more with the rain! Keeps on raining that our first day at Afamosa is kinda
-.- went to Cowboy town like at 9pm and since its still raining, we could only watch the
animal parade and A BIT of red indian show.

BUT THE BEST OF ALL, THERE'S FIREWORKS DISPLAY!
D: romantic okay! cos its raining and you will be under the umbrella with whoever
you want with watching the fireworks.
After the shows, people were all dancing in the rain. GOT CUTE COWBOYS OKAY!
keep playing bumper car afterwards. DAMN FUN!

the sad thing is that he wasnt there at all! :(
(clique knows whoxD who cares if its a 6yrs gap)
he said:
"have you ever fallen in love with someone you shouldnt have fallen in love with?"

BTW! i am such an idiot! BESIDES FORGETTING MY PASSWORD
TO MY MEMORY CARD, I REFORMATED MY MEMORY CARD!
I totally am such an idiot because i TOTALLY FORGOT THAT BESIDES
MY IMAGES AND SONGS ALL, MY GAMES ARE KEPT THERE!
so now, my handphone got no games except for music guess!! SO ANNOYING
:( and its all my fault. sighs.

OH. I should add 'watching fireworks when its raining with you' under my
christmas wish list! If only you came along and went to watch it too :(
sadly, you wont make my wishlist come true because you wont even
be here for christmas!How wonderful and lovely.

theres just lots for me to update but yeah couldnt really recall all! :/
& i keep seeing cute little toddlers. which reminds me of this small baby girl who
wants MY BRACELET! she is so adorable ok!
chinese baby girl but dont think singaporean ah.
i remembered randee saying this: "EH, MINAH CAN WEAR FOR PEOPLE SHOES AH?"
when i wore that small little girls shoes for her! she is so CUTE!!!

MET xueli yesterday. went suntec and roam about cos we're so unlucky!
and xueli is the same like nf who told my annoying uncle that ive got a BF!
uhh! so much for being friends :( (no offence ah)

2007-12-06T21:50:00.000-08:00

Pictures of you
Pictures of me
Hung up on your wall for the world to

Pictures of you
Pictures of me
Remind us all of what we used to be

Confess to me
Every secret moment
Every stolen promise you've believed

Confess to me
All that lies between us
All that lies between you and me

26 more days before school reopens and yeah D: GOT HIDDEN AGENDA!
finally went out with XUELI AND RANDEE yesterday!
i SPOILED THEIR plans! HAHAHAHA.

the two of them told me to meet at 10am at CLEMENTI MRT because they knew that i AM USUALLY late to meet them :) but, i was early. LIKE FINALLY! its an accomplishment cos though i changed 3 times till i gave up and just decided to wear a normal t shirt, i was early
((:
but yeah, got scolded for changing my mind and decided not to dress up last minute :/
they should be glad okay! if not, confirm chop stamp i will be dressed up like a minah!
D: so its a good thing afterall you see.
went to watch the tattooist:( randee didnt want to tell me cos she knew i will object to it. tsk.

realised starbucks got some open house thingy but the queue is super long :/ went Tiong Bahru to get Old Chang Kee. Thought starbucks was there but nope :(
OH. Saw BF though ! aww. bet someone is jealous(and welcome back!)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NADYA DANESHA D:

oh, i had a dream of mr again and again. this time, its quite a weird dream cos we seem to be having some LIT test.SERIOUSLY, since when mr takes lit? and the best part, its our correct index number (the Os one)

There's religious test tonight but i cant seem to memorise anything :/

at times i wish

2007-12-05T01:11:00.000-08:00

i dont know how my day can get any worst than this already.
my eye is swollen now :( its that same stupid eye infection that i always get!
plus, its been raining like the whole day!

madrasah exam this friday!! and i have a bday party to attend to. sighs.
i cant seem to memorise the whole book of aqidah alright!

i thought i lost you somewhere but you were never really ever there at all;

tomorrow will be out with randee and xueli <333
CANT WAIT FOR TMR D: i hope it will not rain! miss them lots sia.

2007-12-01T04:03:00.000-08:00

OMG.
i so so so need to kill that stupid afiqah :(
what hero sia!

AND SHIT.
miss clique:(

D;

2007-11-29T21:46:00.000-08:00

the last whole week i went out!!
17 nov was out with XUELI and SHERYL D:
AMANDA couldnt make it. ohwells
afterwards, sheryl left and we went to vivo to meet ms magata.
she treat us to BEN&JERRY(:
then, stayed awhile for dinner WITH the presence of ms magata's bf.
afterwards we left while our lovely couple went to catch a movie
D:

18nov was out with mums side(:
OH MY! izwan is so CHUBBY NOW! adorable

19 nov i was out but i couldnt remember where :/
in the evening, iffah came over to my place and we choreographed
the dance steps.

20 nov:
MOVIE MARATHON D:
went over to JIEEN'S house (ehem, SOMEONE IS JEALOUS)

21 nov:
went out with nifong and we watch enchanted!
ENCHANTED IS NICE OKAY D: must go watch!
went to taka and get presents before watching movie.

OH, its ribena's day!
(if you get what i mean) and i only realised it later :(

22 and 23 nov went to school and meet squad(:
DANCE DANCE D:
24 nov:
venue was held at nifong's house.
practised at the hall there and uh, its kinda cold lah.
HAD MENSES ON THAT DAY CAN! AND I WAS SO 910832394767234723.
god knows. sorry to anyone if i am being such a bitch :/
ive never had cramps on the first day before so yeah, couldnt
really do much.
THERE WAS THIS TIME WE WANTED TO GO TO THE TOILET BUT NIFONG NEVER GAVE US THE CARD!
so, me, edlyn, jingwen and xiuying went to the GUY'S toilet!
HAHAHAHAHA then afterwards, this male security guard went in!
LOL

25 nov:
went around looking for rabbits ((:
packed bag for ROD too!
at night had some family gathering at my house.
relatives came over and we celebrated cousin's birthday too!

26 and 27 nov:
ROD!
The theme was retro fiesta(: everyone looks super retro. haha.
red cross and ncc had their camp too. cool uh?
supposed to meet in school at 10.30am in the morning on the 26th
BUT most of us were late! HAHA.
5 people fetched me from the bus stop ok D:
oh oh,i was the one who suggested to meet at 10.30am but i came like nearly 12! HAHA
but i have a reasonable excuse ok! i baked pizza for family and squad ok!
D:

went to eat lunch at tanglin mall and it rained damn heavily when we wanted to get back to school!wanted to bring umbrella but was so lazy :( shouldnt have done that. afterwards went back to 4S3 and ate pizza.
practised for one last time before going for ROD.
was supposed to be blindfolded actually but DONT NEED ALREADY!
oh!
PLAYED JACKPOT SINCE JESS OWES ME THAT GAME D:
hahahaha. and i was so dumb lah! :/
we stayed up all night(not really)
i slept like at about 3am. too tired lah. keep waking up you see.
the hall is like super cold and i have my cardigan only!
forced to wake up so darn early since badminton people need to use it at 7.30 :( UNFAIR. wanted to wake up at 9am!
OH.
red cross and ncc also woke me up. very noisy ah.

27 nov: SAW XUELI D:
omg, after so long!!! HAHA. ACTUALLY its only nearly 2 weeks that i havent seen her but it seems like eternity!
CRIED WHEN HUGGING HER! :( thought ran would come in the morning but
she didnt! she came down at night! :( sighs

ATTN: I MISS CLIQUE :(

& all of my loved ones already went for hols while i am stucked here!

28 nov:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER D:

wanted to meet iqah and rab but was super lazy in the evening.
well you see, my mum keeps asking me to do this and that.

in the afternoon, nifong came over then we played with rabbits.
D: RABBITS ! bet AFIQAH AND RANDEE ARE JEALOUS.
i am very very sure that 81 year old virgin woman is jealous(x
oh. saw her during her camp and she forgot that there was this one part she
actually make faces at me during ncc!(OH HOR)
that aunty really damn old. HAHA.

I KNOW SHE WILL KILL ME FOR THIS D: right 81yr old woman?

2007-11-17T23:33:00.000-08:00

prom was a helll lot of fun! D:

update soon. more picts too!

YES

2007-11-13T01:00:00.000-08:00

friday:
supposed to be clique outing but then, randee and erza couldnt make it :(
went to schl and me and xueli feels DISPLACED cos we're all dolled up! hhaahha.
waited for an hour plus for that aunty! nc ended late mah.
plus, she is an 81 year old virgin woman okay! heh

so, in the end me marion and xueli went town to watch THE GAME PLAN D:
quite nice kay. i dont know why but yeah, the 3 of us cried when mister, iqah all who watched it didnt even cry ok!!! heh
maybe i am that weak? heh. i dont know lah

Inikah cinta namanya? Berputik indah di hati tanpa sedar namun dapat dirasai oleh naluri.

sat:
grandparents shift in already!! they take the master bedroom so yeah, the whole week quite tiring cos need to shift alot of things and daddy wants to paint the house.
went out to study since its quite noisy.
haha. in the end, the two of us ended up reading children's book!!
it was rather quite funny ah. then, played awhile before we left.

went back home and house looks like a JUNGLE!!

when there was me and you.

sun:
nothing much. boring day.
supposed to go out with aunty but yeah, plan cancelled:(
supposed to go shopping can!!!

tuesday:

O LEVELS ARE FINALLY OVER!!! YAHOO!!!
YES!
went town afterwards(: now, im tired. adios amigos

WOOHOO

2007-11-06T05:56:00.000-08:00

OS ARE OVER
D:
yes yes yes! left with bio paper1 only((:YIPEE!
sci paper1 was uhh, a-okay? lit paper 1 is good while lit paper2 is a little screwed?
for the passage based, part 2, i only have 2 points okay! RAHS.
okay, stop talking about Os!

sadly, hari raya is coming to an end :( i collect very little money this year ok! so ANNOYING. its really unfair. but its okay, Os are OVER!
im tired.

OH, GOT THIS STUPID GROUP OF AH BENGS IN THE MRT JUST NOW WHO WERE MOCKING ME, ERZA AND XUELI COS WE HAVE OS!
291837264233829.
tsk. irritating. i didnt say anything cos they were just next to me and since its quite packed, i dint want to like face them or stg.
so annoying ahh!not like we asked you to eavesdrop on our conversation.

AND DONT BLAME ME FOR NOT UPDATING D:
there, i have already updated it!

MAYBE

2007-09-07T02:35:00.000-07:00

i am screwed because have been going out with my mum's side for the whole of this hols.
& i can only study on mon- wed BUT my cousins came over.
plus, hamster is distracting me.

belajar with mat on thursday(:
productive ah.
well, secret's out of the bag already.

guess its very obvious uh?